Monday, May 21, 2012

Right Now

Right now, my hearts a little broken completely broken.
I am having to take what was the past (almost) 4 years of my life,
and move on.
I thought long and hard about when/how I wanted to address this.
I have come to the conclusion that I am not ready right now and I don't have the words or answers for you
because to be honest, I don't have them for myself.
and that's my new focus,
myself.
I think know, I will be okay.
Time heals everything, right?
my gosh, I hope that's true.

"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye"

"Once you realize your past is just a story, it has no power over you"

"The best way to lead a good life is to be able to deal with the bad things that come your way as best you can, shrug it off and move on."

"God made your face in front of you, so you could move foreward"

"Don't feel sad over someone who gave up on you, feel sad for them, because they gave up on someone who would have never gave up on them."

"In order to move on you must know: why you felt the way you did and why you no longer need to feel that way."

"Stop holding onto what hurts and make room for what feels good."

"Sometimes being strong and moving on is the only choice you have."

20 comments:

Jenn said...

My thoughts are with you!

kenli said...

i'm so sorry sweet girl. i went through this last summer and it is incredibly difficult. don't feel obligated to fill anyone in. it took me months before i could address it and even that was only because it felt like it lifted a weight off of my shoulders.

stay strong. you're beautiful - if he brings you to it, he'll bring you through it.

you've only been given this incredibly difficult situation because YOU ARE strong enough to deal with it.

xoxo-kenli

Julie Leah said...

Wrapping you in a big hug, sweet girl! I'm here anytime you need me.

xo

tara said...

my heart breaks for you, girl! hugs!!

CMae said...

What are you moving on from? A Boy? job?
Hang in there....

Alana Christine said...

I'm sorry. I'm thinking of you!

Whitney @ Everything Happens For a Reason said...

I'm not sure what's going on. Did you all break up? Whatever, I'm sorry what you are going through. Be strong. Know that I'm here for you :)

Lacey Marie said...

So many of us have been there, Rasha Girl. Know that no words are necessary and know that there are so many of us right here in your little corner who love you and are rooting for you. I know it's difficult to imagine ever being okay- I know it's hard to imagine that anyone else has ever felt this sort of pain- but I also know how strong you are and how much you light peoples' lives. You've made me smile on some of my worst days. You will pull through this. You will be better because of it. I am here anytime, day or night, for whatever you may need. Sending my heart to you right now. xoxo

Meghan @ Shine On said...

Thinking of you, love! Remember that when/if you're reading to share, the blog community/family will be here for you!!

Keep Shining,
Meghan

Kristen at First Name Smith said...

You are in my thoughts sweet lady. I will be here for you whenever you need a shoulder. We love you!

Lori Oliver said...

No words Rasha. Love you so much. ((HUGS)).

sara with an h said...

I've had to do the same thing and I thought I would never survive it. Now two years later here I am, living a life I imagined for myself and happy once again. My heart healed itself little by little, and yours will too. sending positive thoughts your way, xo

Ashley said...

Love you girl!i It will be okay! I hope we get to see each other this weekend! It will be fun!
<3 Ash

Ashley said...

Love you bestie! It will be okay in time. I hope you get to come to phoenix this weekend, it will be so much fun!
<3 Ash

Kristyn said...

I believe writing things down definitely helps - even if they're in a journal, that only you can see. Time definitely does help, so for the time being focus on yourself. We're here for you when you're ready!

Kristin said...

Thinking of you sweet girl

Kyla Makay said...

I'm so sorry. I hope you are alright. You'll make it through whatever is going on right now.
Look up "Beautiful History" by Plumb. Great song, and my prayer for you.
♥Ky
www.thebirdssay.blogspot.com

Geezees Custom Canvas Art said...

sending you hugs...stay strong!!

Ashley {hudson's happenings} said...

Rasha! Sending you a GREAT BIG virtual hug right now. It stinks, though, because a real live hug would be much better. :( I hope you are doing okay today. I'm thinking about you! If you need to chat or vent or anything, I'm only an email away! xo

Summer said...

my heart hurts that yours is hurting...i'm here sweets...hey email me your addy mmmmkay! love u